Tuesday, September 05, 2006 11:46 PM
i'm so FEDUP!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!! SHYT MAN.. idiots. can't your just plan your life and know what your wanT? this is so freaking troublesome larx. so wad? you let me know by tomorrow whether your can go work. i will have to PRAY HARD that your CAN make it, if not, i will have to ask other people who will tell me "i will tell you tmr" so it will be like telling me on thurs. and so, how will the agency think? we are so troublesome and will NEVER offer any jobs anymore? and so when der's no job. who to blame? the company for not hiring young people like us? damn it larx. try to view things from different perspective larx. you think people so free to wait for your answers arhs?

and worst.. WHY is it that when people ask me out or do anything and i will just accept it readily.. BUT when i ask them to do something, is like WANTING THEIR LIFE! F your upside down larx. sucks man. seems like i'm in the abusive relationship. your will find me when your need me. what de HELL man! all shriking responsiblities. really hate it larx..

this makes me wonders.. have i lost the skills of organising? have i lost the interest in studying? i can't take it anymore!!! i'm going bonkas!!! NO SUPPORT!! NO NOTHING!!!!!! argh........

want to die!!!!!!!!! FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!SHUT UP ASSHOLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!